WHEN I FIRST BEGAN

WHEN I FIRST BEGAN

When I first began my journey I did not know what I had let myself in for, my God what a state of affairs. Prophets come and go by being murdered, dying in exile and so on and what were, or are they doing? giving their life to God for the sake of the people, and if they are different to others they get all kinds of abuse from so called spiritual people, and others of course, and most of the time many spiritual people do not know what the word means.

They pray to God so profoundly asking for this that and the other and when God sends the messages in reply, and because the answer comes and it is not to their liking they place their hand upon the prophets head with all kinds of abuse.

Many years have passed us by and humanity continues to kill maim and debauch on all different levels by word or, and deed. The prayers continue year after year and and so does the violence as it grows in intensity, and as people are being born many follow the rest like deaf and blind sheep complaining over and over again asking "Is God deaf", "has he Gone to sleep" "why does he let this take place", I read it as it is being written and hear it said over and over again as it is being said, and multitudes of those asking do not even know that the answers lie much if not most of the time within themselves, they do not even know that, that which is inside of themselves has a great influence upon their very own God, and also that which they call the devil, whether it is good bad or indifferent.

Look at how I have been verbally abused on this journal in one instant, look at how the anger lies within persons who are at the same time claiming to be Godly when the anger displays itself as devilishly. People need to keep their religion their faith in God but look inside of themselves first and put right every pinch of darkness no matter upon what level it resides inside of themselves. Look at their religion and understand the love of God and of humanity and see the difference. As we all know God is love in ourselves and all around us in all people, this is where God resides, but he also resides in the place people call heaven which in reality is the place known as the Etheric world, that which encapsulates us even if we cannot feel it see it or smell it, but many of us can and it's from within this place and within themselves/ourselves that the God of love resides and so does the entity which people claim is the devil/devilish.

This closeness has a great influence upon us and us upon it, and God and the devil, like I say it's closer to us than is our skin. Also within this place are those who are looked upon as being bad spirits, and if you think about it these bad spirits once lived amongst us as people like ourselves, why? because they were people just like ourselves and I wager each and everyone who is reading this and those who are not know or knew someone who was this way when they lived here.

When we die or pass over we take all this with us in the soul the mind, because that's what the soul is the mind, the light behind the eyes, that light which changes to light and dark when, and as the mood takes us, and when the body dies this is when the light goes out because it leaves the body and is instantly within the ether all around us, that place we call heaven, and from within that place we are judged whether I am believed or not. this is so because God told me so.

Some people when they arrive there take that which is given and change to the better and live a good life there, some change before they go which is preferential, or should I say better for the persons concerned. Some souls when they arrive there, they will not change at all and find themselves wandering the walls of darkness and stay there until they change their mind.

I know people of other religions are not going to believe any of this, now I am not going to argue with any one simply because I do not want to even if they want to, I know for a fact that they will find out the truth when they get there no matter what. People go with that which you have been taught by ancients by all means the choice is yours but one day hopefully some will awaken from false hopes and dare I say it, the manipulated state which they have found themselves in.

Remember the devil can work with a person as quickly as the person can loose their temper and display their hatred and anger just a quick , why? well just look at where he/she lives. But remember as everyone know it's a difficult life, because when some people display their God side they can at the same time display their devil side in an instant. It becomes difficult more so when a person is trying to display their God side and the other person wants to display their devil side and cause an argument, a fight or even wants to kill someone. I can tell you, but you already know don't you, sometimes the devil side of a person is stronger in them than is the God side is in the other and the devil side for the time being will win.

I will continue with this later God willing.